Friday, April 21, 2006

About me

Is it summer yet?

For some reason, high school didn't feel this hard. I've just been so know how I know this? My glummy feelings. I get enough sleep, its funny that sleep is not the problem but I still walk around tired all the time. Maybe it's all because I have never used my brain as much as I'm doing now. I'm getting all my work done...ahead of time..and it's real good quality :) For this, glummness may be worth it

I have also figured out I need some time for myself. Even at 21, I do everything either for school, family, or friends. I'm thinking pretty soon I'm gonna forget how to have fun! And I'm not talking about going shopping or getiing my nails done which I do anyway, I'm talking about "living" for myself.

For instance, I wanna go out with friends, meet new people, go dancing (which I havent done). Last time my boyfriend and I went dancing, we got into an argument and so i havent gone since but this bothers me. I dont mean to sound like an Ashley Simpson or all those who are always trying to "find themselves." Maybe living for myself can help me relax at the same time..


xxroxymamaxx said...

Well then you'd better do something about it or you'll end up having some serious regrets later on in life, such as I do sometimes. lol  Good for you doing well at school though. : )  GBU, Shelly

pennietoonz said...

Once the stress of school is done you`ll be able to relax more. Stress can make you tired and gloomy. Go have some fun! :)